I know I already posted today but I wanted to start another post. This morning I have been talking to my Brother on Facebook. His girlfriend is currently in jail for a parole violation. Anyways, when she was arrested they found out that she was pregnant. about a couple of weeks ago they thought that she may have miscarried the baby. Then last week it was confirmed that she did in fact miscarry the baby. This whole time my brother has been dealing with some depression issues. Now that they lost the baby the things that he is saying are more worrisome than usual. I'm trying to get him to go to a clinic by where he lives so he could talk to someone.
If there is one thing in this world that I have learned is suicide is never the answer. I feel that if you give in to those thoughts of harming yourself then you are letting the negativity win. I also, believe that if you consider yourself a failure then you will never amount to anything. My life right now is pretty bad and sometimes it feels like no matter what I do it's wrong. However, the one thing that I can always rely on is that the most important people in my life that are around me are healthy.
I am a firm believe that everything happens for a reason and that it is up to us to find that reason and work through. I don't want to be mean to my brother however, maybe this is a sign that he needs to grow up and look at what he does not like in his life and change it. I love my brother just because he is my brother and I will always worry about him. However, him needing to grow up has been a long time coming. Some may say that I am being heartless during his time of need. Here's what I have to say about that... Sometimes during the hardest times in our lives is when we need the biggest kick in the butt.
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