The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly

Okay I know I have not posted on here in a few months.  My life has had some changes over the last few months.  About a month ago my friend Joe Mallard offered for us to move up to Gilcrest with him in his basement.  Shortly after that Ashleigh went down to spend some time with her father in Texas.  I then got a call from her father that if I did not give him Ashleigh then he was going to take me to court and take all three kids from me.
I asked Ashleigh if that was what she wanted and at first she told me that she wanted to live with me, then David told her that if she didn't move down there he was going to take me to court and take all three of them.

I will finish later...

I woke up today! Its a GOOD DAY!!!!

Good Morning All!
It may be gray and cold outside however, I have a new prospective on life.  I talked to the FSA today and it really looks like things are going to be okay.  We may have to find a place to stay for a month or two.  I guess you can say my pity party is over and canceled.  Something tells me we will be just fine.

As to a post a did earlier this week about my family not liking my husband.  Robert is a good man who treats me good.  He works hard to try and support our family.  Like I said in a earlier post he is not perfect but at least he is not abusive or a drunk.  If my family doesn't like them it's okay I just ask that they respect my choices and treat him with respect.

Robert and I are working on starting a Cattle Ranch and my blogs will be very interesting since I grew up in the city.  I hope there are people out there who would like to follow me in the next chapter in my life.  Comment with your own stories I love to hear about other people.

We all have days where we think that life has dealt us a nasty hand.  If we would all just stop for a moment and look at the wonderful things in our lives and the beauty that is all around us, things don't look so bad.

Today is one of those days I should have stayed in bed.  I wish people would stop telling me that I should leave my husband.  It seems that most of my family does not like Robert.  I don't like my Step-father but I don't tell my mom that she should leave him.  We may have to move to Indiana, though I really don't want to if we have to we have to.  Robert is afraid that since most of my family wants me to leave him that I will.  No matter how many times that I tell him that I am not like that.  He still seems to think that I will leave him.  Robert thinks that when it comes down to it if we have to move out of state and if my mom says that if I don't leave Robert she will never talk to me again that I will leave him.

I know my husband is not perfect, but, most people are not perfect.  I can tell you that I am far from perfect.  In fact most people I know are not perfect and they are not in my life because I want perfect people around me.  I love the people in my life because I love them for who they are flaws and all.  I hope my mom does not make me choose between her and my husband because my husband will win.

I started this blog because I wanted to keep a record of my thoughts and whats going on in my life.  I also, thought that maybe there would people out there who would be able to give me insight to my life.  I can't imagine that I am the only one in the world that is going through something similar.

I know my mom gets mad because she worked so hard to hep me kick cancer's butt when I was a kid and it seems my body to already trying to give out.  The important thing about all that is the fact that I am here.  My body may be broken but I am here I have three beautiful daughters that I could not be more proud of.

Is anyone out there reading me???????